I really need to stop being so nice to people.. I think it's starting to make me look weak.
The thing is, I just like seeing people smile, and I don't like seeing people sad.
The problem is, I'm not smiling anymore, and I don't like being sad.
It's unfortunate, but what they say is true, nice guys finish last. And even tho I'm sure in the beginning it will probably make me feel even worse, I'll adapt like I always do. And it will get easier, and I'll be stronger.
My people who are true to me, I will always be there. My FAMILY.. they know who they are, and if they have to question it, they're not family.
And that's how it is now. And that's how it's gonna go.
See I have this problem where I think people are my friends, or that they care about me 😂😂 it's really pretty funny, it's like I live some fantasy life.
People with good hearts need to protect them. So I'll keep making posts about smiling and being happy, and positive, because I like to read them, and I like to see who else responds. I'm doing something good, and I know someone smiled just for a second when they read it. But they smiled.
To me when someone asks me how my day is, it's like getting your favorite present on Christmas morning. It's a great feeling. And every single day I ask almost every one I know how they are, how their day is going, if they're smiling...
And I can't even tell you the last time someone actually asked me how my day was...
And that's just how I'm feeling right now...